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OnlyFans model goes celibate, says ‘no man deserves to take me to bed’

OnlyFans model goes celibate, says 'no man deserves to take me to bed' 1

Neyleen Ashley, an adult model and social media star, has revealed why she has chosen to stop sex work and be celibate.

The 34-year-old model, who has 3 million Instagram followers, has vowed never to have sex again because no man deserves to sleep with her.

She claims that real-life sexual interactions irritate her since the men she meets are only interested in her body and not in developing genuine connections.

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Neyleen, who apparently earns around $55,000 each month on OnlyFans, stated that she arrived at this conclusion during her most recent heartbreak.

“I decided to be celibate after my ex told me he didn’t want to be a father or a husband, and he wasn’t living his truth,” the model told Nude PR. “I found myself having to scramble for a place to go, after leaving his place, and having to go to work and take care of my two kids, 11 and 15, while enduring heartbreak”.

“The breakup and pain I endured put such a bad taste in my mouth about sex. Now the enjoyment and euphoria I once got from sex is gone”.

She claimed that her partner abandoned their relationship immediately after she miscarried, at a time when she needed his understanding and support the most.

Neyleen, who admitted to being a “recovering sex addict,” swore to remain celibate and not give her body to any man after the experience.

“I was four months into my pregnancy with a baby girl, I even had a gender reveal — but I lost the baby at month four,’ she said.

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“Less than a month later, still bleeding from the miscarriage, my ex told me he didn’t want to be with me anymore.’

She said this experience makes her wary about who she sleeps with, and their intention towards her.

“I’m afraid of people that just want to use me for sex, and never get to know me as a person, or my heart,” she said. “I believe that energies get transferred through sexual intercourse and throughout the last few years, sex made me feel empty afterwards. Never fulfilled, never loved… I felt like a rag doll.

“I was a sex addict for a long time. I couldn’t leave the house because I was at home masturbating and had to have sexual release multiple times a day, if not, I just couldn’t function.

“It felt like a cigarette. I had to take a puff off, or I couldn’t go about my day without my fix.

“That also came with the attention I was trying to receive from men, the sexting, the pictures back and forth, the dopamine hits I got from successfully pursuing them.

“But still left me starving, because I was settling for crumbs in people, instead of loving myself.

“Now I only love myself – in every way – I’m practising self-healing, self-love, and self-soothing, and giving myself the energy I previously gave to others.”

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